At half past four in the morning, Alina woke to the sound of the bedroom door next to hers opening and closing softly. Daniel’s room, which Alina rarely entered. Her husband had just come home and gone straight to his own room without knocking on her door, without making sure she was still breathing.

 

As usual.

Alina stared at the still-dark ceiling of her room, listening to the sound of Daniel’s footsteps on the other side of the wall. So close—separated by only one wall—but it felt like they were on different continents.

The sound of the shower turned on. Daniel was washing away the fatigue of his long day, while she—his wife—lay alone, no more important than the furniture in this house.

Alina couldn’t fall back asleep. Something pushed her to get up—maybe masochism, maybe the need to know the truth she already suspected.

She got up, put on a thin cardigan, and walked out of her room quietly. The hallway was dark and silent. Daniel’s bedroom door was tightly closed, the sound of the shower still audible from inside.

Alina’s heart pounded as her hand touched the doorknob. This was her husband’s room. She was his wife. She had the right to enter. But five years of marriage had taught her that certain rights had never truly belonged to her.

Alina turned the knob slowly. Unlocked. The door opened soundlessly.

Daniel’s room was neat and minimalist—like a hotel room, not the room of someone living in his own home. No photos. No personal touches. As if he was ready to leave at any moment.

Daniel’s suit jacket hung on the back of a chair. His white shirt was thrown on the edge of the bed.

Alina stepped closer, something pulling her—an instinct telling her she wouldn’t like what she was about to find, but she had to know.

The scent of perfume.

Not Daniel’s usual cologne—the cedar wood and bergamot scent Alina knew by heart because she chose it for him every year. This was different. Sweeter. Feminine. Floral with a hint of vanilla.

Alina lifted the shirt with trembling hands. And there, on the perfect white collar—a lipstick stain. A nude pink color that stood out against the white fabric.

Something broke in Alina’s chest. Not dramatically. Not loudly. Just a crack. Like a small crack in crystal glass that slowly spread across its entire surface.

Five years. Five years she’d been a faithful wife, who never looked at another man, who poured all her love into one man. And that man came home with the scent of another woman’s perfume and lipstick marks on his collar.

“Alina?”

Daniel’s voice made Alina startle. The man stood in the bathroom doorway with a towel wrapped around his waist, wet hair dripping, his gaze—surprised? Angry? Or just annoyed?

“What… are you doing in my room?” Not ‘darling’ or ‘Alina, what’s wrong?’ But a question that sounded like he’d found a stranger entering without permission.

Alina held up the shirt, her hand trembling but her eyes not looking away from Daniel. “This. I found this.”

Daniel looked at the shirt in Alina’s hand, then his eyes—just briefly—showed something. Guilt? Or just irritation at being caught?

“Alina, this isn’t what you think.”

“Then what is it?” Her voice surprised her—calm, too calm. “You came home at half past four in the morning smelling of another woman’s perfume with lipstick on your shirt collar. Please tell me, Daniel, what should I be thinking?”

Daniel rubbed his face—a gesture of frustration. “Yesterday was a welcome party for Clarissa. The event went late. There was a small incident. Someone spilled wine on her dress. She panicked and I was just helping to calm her down. She hugged me. That’s all.”

Clarissa. Of course.

“Welcome party.” Alina repeated the words slowly, tasting each syllable like poison on her tongue. “So the important event you mentioned yesterday—the event that was more important than our anniversary—was a welcome party for your ex-wife?”

Daniel fell silent. His face changed—from defensive to blank. Like someone who’d just been slapped by reality.

“Anniversary…” Daniel’s voice was quiet, almost like talking to himself. His hand rose, rubbing his face roughly—a gesture Alina rarely saw. “Yesterday… our anniversary.”

Not a question. A statement. A realization that came too late.

Alina looked at Daniel with teary eyes, watching how Daniel’s jaw hardened, how his fingers clenched and unclenched repeatedly—a sign this man was struggling with something inside himself.

“You really forgot.” Alina’s voice wasn’t even accusatory anymore. Just exhaustion. “Not because you were busy. Not because there was something important. You just genuinely forgot.”

Daniel stared at the floor, unable—or unwilling—to meet Alina’s eyes. There was something on his face that almost looked like regret, but only briefly, quickly covered by the cold mask he usually wore.

“I…”

Daniel started, but no words followed. For the first time, the man who always had answers for everything didn’t know what to say.

The silence was more painful than any explanation.

“Five years, Daniel.” Alina stepped closer, her voice trembling. “Five years married to you. And you always forget—genuinely forget—our wedding day. You, who have a photographic memory, who remembers every detail of business contracts, who never forgets meetings or deadlines. But an anniversary with your own wife? That’s not important enough to remember.”

“Alina—” There was something in his voice, a lower tone, perhaps guilt. But too little, too late.

“You picked her up at the airport. Brought her flowers. Smiled for her in front of cameras.” Alina set the shirt on the bed hard, her eyes glassy but no tears fell. Not anymore. She was tired of crying. “All the media covered you two. I saw the video. Do you know how that feels? Watching your own husband smile for another woman—a smile you’ve never seen in five years of marriage?”

“That was for publicity. Clarissa is a public figure. We have to maintain our image—”

“Image!” Alina nearly screamed now, years of frustration spilling over. “Always about image! About how the Blackwood family looks in the public eye! But what about me? What about your wife’s feelings, sitting alone at home, waiting, hoping that maybe—maybe—one day you’ll remember her!”

“I knew yesterday was our anniversary—”

“You did NOT know!” Alina’s voice broke. “You didn’t remember until I told you this morning! Don’t lie and say you knew!”

Silence filled the room. Daniel didn’t argue. Because they both knew it was true.

“Alina, listen to me.” Daniel stepped closer, but still kept his distance—always keeping distance. “Clarissa came back because she wants to see Junior. She wants to repair her relationship with her son. Mom is very happy. And for Junior’s sake—”

“Junior’s sake?” Alina laughed bitterly. “Junior who cried looking for his mother every night for the first six months? Junior who I held, I comforted, I raised? Now his mother who abandoned him suddenly comes back and everyone—including you—welcomes her with open arms as if five years of me caring for Junior means nothing?”

“No one’s saying that—”

“But no one’s saying otherwise!” Alina stared sharply into the same brown eyes as Junior’s but without the warmth. “You know what hurts the most, Daniel? It’s not that you don’t love me—I’ve known that since day one. What hurts is that you’ve never even tried. Five years, and you’ve never tried to see me as anything more than your son’s babysitter.”

“Alina, you’re not a babysitter—”

“Then what am I?” Alina’s jaw hardened, something in her eyes—conflict, perhaps—but her mouth stayed closed. “A wife? We sleep in separate rooms. We never eat together except for public events. You don’t know my favorite food, don’t know when I’m sick, don’t know what my dreams are. So tell me, Daniel—what am I to you?”

Daniel fell silent. His silence was the answer—that Alina meant nothing.

“I’m going down for breakfast,” Alina said in a flat voice. “Junior must be awake already.”

Alina turned toward the door.

“Alina, wait—”

But Alina was already out, closing the door quietly. In the empty hallway, she leaned against the wall for a moment, taking a long breath to calm herself.

Five years. And every conversation with Daniel always ended the same way—with silence that spoke louder than words.